Roadtrip from Osnabrück to Bad Laer, Lower Saxony, Germany
[Music] I’ve seen a lot of change, been through a lot of pain. Some things are not the same as they were a year ago. But all will be okay. I move on each and every day. The past is where it stays. Way back a year ago, I’ve changed for the better this time. I thought I would never be fine. I strive just to say I’m all right. And for the first time in a long time, I’m all right. I’ve seen a lot of change. Been through a lot of pain. Some things are not the same as they were a year ago. But all will be okay. I move on each and every day. The past is where it stays way back a year ago. [Applause] [Music] [Music] I ain’t going back. I’m not falling. I’ll push all my chips and call all in. I’ll bet on myself. You keep stalling. I hear destiny and it’s calling. I’ll keep my head up high through the downs and lows and where I’ll go in life. Still nobody knows. But I’mma choose what’s right and take what comes and goes. And ain’t no one in life holding me back no more. I’ve seen a lot of change, been through a lot of pain. Some things are not the same as they were a year ago. But I’ll be okay. I move on each and every day. The past is where it stays. Way back a year ago. Heat. Heat. [Music] [Music] Way back a year ago. [Music] I see her rolling up over black Cadillac. High heel boots and a sexy body full of T. Baby’s bad. Oh, baby’s hella bad. After her, there ain’t no coming back. Want to take a run with that. I think she’s feeling me. Turn it up a few degrees. My imagination of her body gets the best of me. Oh god, she’s such a tease. Big lie. I’m addicted to her touching me cuz she got waste tearing down his face to the face. Baby, I don’t need no space coming. I’ll show you how I make everything. Okay. [Music] Heat. [Music] She’s got a fine little body and her mind’s kind of naughty. They say that once you taste it, you cannot replace it. She can get you high. All the dopamine inside triggers fast once she’s naked. Her body’s a creation. 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Some can’t say so, but looking over other shoulders like moving boulders just to get out of the home. It sucks. I’ve had enough. I don’t want to feel the stuck under the rug. All my problems that I shove. I got nightmares in my head. I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear that. My mind fills up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper. I got nightmares in my head. I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear that. My mind fills up into a creature. And it haunts me somewhere much deeper. I’ve been feeling weird. I can’t seem to focus good enough. Nothing’s really clear. Sometimes it could be a little tough. I just need to feel like the end for me. But let’s be really real. Anxiety can foggy all this time. I’ve been feeling weird. I can’t seem to focus good enough. Nothing’s really clear. Sometimes it could be a little tough. I just need to feel like the end for me. But let’s be really real. Anxiety can fog up. It sucks when you finally feel like giving up. Oh god, no luck. Everything feels like you’re sticky stuck. I’m lost. Handcuffed to the bed where I sleep. Don’t give a Can’t stop. Unplugged. Feeling overwhelmed. I think I’ve had enough. Got to find a way to get some energy. Got to find someone who’s a good friend of me. I need purpose to make it all worth it. I’m still searching and I’m still learning. I want a life that’s filled with memories, not a life with regret in front of me. I need focus to keep me from hopeless psychosis if I keep. I got nightmares in my head. I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear that. My mind fills up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper. I got nightmares in my head. I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear. That my mind fills up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper. I’ve been feeling weird. I can’t seem to focus good enough. Nothing’s really clear. Sometimes it could be a little tough. I just need to feel like the end for me. But let’s be really real. Anxiety can foggy all this stuff. I’ve been feeling weird. I can’t seem to focus good enough. Nothing’s really clear. Sometimes it could be a little tough. I just need to feel like the ends in sight for me. But let’s be really real. Anxiety can foggy all this stuff. [Music] Hey, [Music] hey, hey. Hey, [Music] hey, hey, hey. [Music] Hey, [Music] hey, hey. [Music] Heat. Heat. I know you told your friend you’re not okay. and tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt that way. And guess you’re trying to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away. But I’ve known you too long. It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray. As you fade away as you fade away. Yeah. Yeah. I’m about to fade away cuz every time I wake up I feel like it’s Monday. Something’s going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain. All of a sudden I don’t look at anything the same way. Got a buildup of my thoughts sitting in an ashtray. I’m sorry that I’m so inconvenient. Okay, just let me be me and I’ll stay out of your way. I can see the way you look at me. I’m such a disgrace. I never really asked to be brought into this place. You want to love me? Well then, baby, I have a taste. All the highs and the lows. No, you’ll never be the same. I don’t really want to hurt you, but I can’t control the pain. If you’re sticking by my side, maybe we could be okay. Okay. Okay. Maybe you could be the change I need today. I promise that I’ve never felt this way. I really hope that you will choose to stay through all the pain. I know you told your friend you’re not okay. And tell me what’s wrong. Why? You never said you felt that way. And guess try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away. But I’ve known you too long. It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray. As you fade away as you fade away. [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] Heat. Heat. [Music] I know I’m not perfect. You make me feel I have a purpose, but it’s all worth it. I know you told your friend you’re not okay. And tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt that way. I guess you’re trying to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away. But I’ve known you too long. It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray as you fade away. [Music] As you fade away, you [Music] I know you told your friend you’re not okay. and tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt that way. And guess you’re trying to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away. But I’ve known you too long. It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray. [Music] Hey. [Music] Okay. [Music] Oh. [Music] [Music] Oh. [Music] Oh. Oh baby. [Music] Oh, [Music] okay. Oh. [Music] Oh. [Music] [Music] La. Oh. Living life every day late at night. Not okay. All I want and I pray. All I need are some better days. me. I’m looking in the mirror. So foggy, but I’ve never seen clearer. I don’t really think anyone can save me. And honestly, I’m not really sure I want saving. I like to be my own worst enemy. There’s no risk if you don’t try at anything. So I’mma just get by in everything. See you in the next life. Have to be a better me. I don’t think that my head’s on straight. Got to flip it and grip it and go and get an X-ray. What’s wrong with me? I just feel way pushing on my chest and it’s squeeze till I suffocate. Better change my mindset. Meditate. It’s pretty cool that I’m alive and have better days. I could walk, see here, I should celebrate. Think I could change my mind, maybe elevate. Living life every day, late night, not okay. All I want and I pray. All I need are some better days. Yeah. All I need are some better days. Cuz all I want and I pray. I believe in the kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place. Do I work hard or live in my pace? You’re only young once. Yeah, that’s all great, but I also want a future where I’m okay. Living life is doing lots of cocaine. Wait, no. It’s living with no shame. Wait, no. It’s sleeping in on Sundays. I guess it’s different for each of us. And that’s okay. Well, I just want to be happy. How to get there? Glad that you asked me. I think it’s different for everyone. Some of us need work, others need fun. Some of us need purpose to overcome. But try to do what you love when it’s said and done. Cuz there’s so many differences in each of us. Trust your gut. It can show you what you want. Living life every day, late at night, not okay. All I want and I pray. All I need are some better days. Yeah. All I need are some better days. All I want and I pray. I believe in the better days. Living life every day late at night. Not okay. All I want and I pray. All I need are some better days. Yeah. All I need are some better days. Cuz all I want and I pray. I believe in the better days. [Music] Heat. Heat. [Music] Heat. Heat. [Music] Heat. Heat. [Music] Heat. Heat. [Music] Hey, [Music] hey, hey. [Music] [Laughter] Heat. 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